Well I had the perfect thankgiving day. Everyone for a change in a good mood and all the food got cooked with no disasters. I got a vase of roses even.
I was worried that I wouldnt be in the spirit. The 19th my dear fur baby passed and I havent been feeling very balanced since.
She had the most beautiful storys end. Firstly I couldnt feel more relieved that she wasnt in pain and that she very gently slipped away. We took the body to my parents mountain property. There was a bit of fog, the oak trees were contrasted so gorgeously with their grey bark and golden yellow leaves in slanting morning sun. It was so quiet and barely a breeze. It seemed certain purposeful puffs of wind would hit the trees making just a handful or so of leaves sprinkle down occasionally. It was magical. That helped truely and Im very grateful for it.
Getting back to today. I helped my mom make homeade tatoe salad. No one tops moms potatoe salad! *scarfs*We also had meatloaf and cranberries! For the last few years we have been makin meal sugestions to keep mom from using the dreaded sage again.My mom loves to use the whole fresh sage leafs..alot! I mean bite into stuffing taste green !Mom doesnt realize this is gross.>_< no one wants to tell her ..mom can be agressive. I am the only one who ever ever stands up to her. Today she was sweet as could be.
Anyway thinking about the left over potatoe salad I get to relish tomorrow. Simple pleasures huh
Listening to: espers
Eating: no more thanks