Journal Entry: Sat Jul 4, 2009, 11:59 PM
Am I lowbrow because I sculpt fantasy?... what is lowbrow?.. do I want to be in that swamp ? Is it cool cause its looking eh.. uncool. With cheeky theives and snobs owning the playing feild. Maybe I chose the wrong medium cause clay is work and hell I can vector trace real good!.. you wanna buy a print for 2k?
I can already hear an answer something to the tune of be whatever you want or labels we dont need no stinkin labels!
Buuuut my teeth hurt from the lazy Mark Ryden hybrid , bigeye,saccharine, nubile goth, throw in a random skull,antlers or tentacle... hash that seems to mean insta fame right now. Is that all thats expected of me?
Since I already make ball jointed dolls and figures of nudee fairy tale females I guess Im already there and its only a small thing to push that much more,but the dying of the light screams nooooo! My stuborness wants to go the other direction.
I happen to be a doll sculptor nothing to take too seriously, nothing so deep there and my eternal love is for nudes, fantasy, surrealism and dark art always have been and will be here when the territory is trampled and unfresh and fad whores flit off to new ground. Ill be here mulching and tilling under hopeing something will grow in the depleated soil.
Im feeling aprehension for the clique Im about to join this year cant you tell? Will it be ok?
Listening to: Yours truely Johnny Dollar
Reading: fahrinheit 451